[he’s thankful that you seem to understand quickly what it is he’s trying to get at, but the way you deliver the line frustrates him. he hates that it’s come to this again. not because he hates you or your family but because he’s held himself to expectations that he couldn’t meet and he feels disappointed because of that. he likes to impress people and had struggled so hard to please his parents while growing up—he only wants to prove it to everyone around now that he’s capable of being successful on his own] I barely managed to pay for my classes this semester, and I still have to get my books. I don’t think I can really afford my apartment anymore…
{/his hands absentmindedly move around the glass he’s holding, eyes never once leaving yours as he waits for you to speak and listens; and when you do, his happiness subsides soon, noticing the hurt in your voice and expression and he’s quick to move his chair beside you, arms curling around your waist and leaning his chin on your shoulder} My mother would love to have you back, and Minji– and so would I, of course. A lot. Don’t feel bad about it Channie, you’ve done really well and we’re all really proud of you. You need to be able to relax as well.. you’ve worked way too hard. Look at your stupid giraffe body, it’s gotten way too skinny. I’m sure you’d even fit in my clothes by now. {/looks up at you without actually lifting his head, hugging you some tighter and ignoring the people around} Think about it this way; we’ll finally be able to spend more time together again and you won’t have to worry about shitty things so much anymore. Will you come back to us? Please?
(Source: hyunxbyun)